http://youtube.com/v/V5N4UyW594M
i’m loving this band more and more!
http://youtube.com/v/V5N4UyW594M
i’m loving this band more and more!
The wind blows hard against this mountainside
Across the sea into my soul
It reaches into where I cannot hide
Setting my feet upon the road
My heart is old it holds my memories
My baby burns a gemlike flame
Somewhere between the soul and soft machine
Is where I find myself again
Kyrie Eleison
Down the road that I must travel
Kyrie Eleison
Through the darkness of the night
Kyrie Eleison
Where I’m going will you follow
Kyrie Eleison
On a highway in the light
When I was young I thought of growing old
Of what my life would mean to me
Would I have followed down my chosen road
Or only wished what I could be
yet another “feature” i want to add to my blogging regime, is to post interviews with people i find inspirational. i’d call them rollmodels :0)
this is the first installment.
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i met Jasyn online – and after checking out his blog decided that i simply HAD to kick off my Rollmodel feature with him. i am in love with his art – especially his cool icons! he lives in PingTung City – here in Taiwan, but the peace and inspiration i get from our conversations are universal.
Have you always lived in PingTung?
Almost, but to live anywhere else that is all the same for me. Because I know who I am, I know my life style.
What attracted you to creating art?
Emotions
I noticed that you have various styles – some of your work being more iconic (Chinese Astrological series) compared to your portrait sketches.
Which is your favorite medium/style to work in?
Well, I do many styles more than you have seen. Depending when I am interested in something.
But I would like to say just paper with pencil is my basically favorite thing.

Do you have a favorite subject matter?
Anything can touch people’s heart, including myself.
Has any of your work ever been published/sold?
I have published a book with a friend, and some illustrations for magazine, book’s cover.
Also some posters, GPS receiver designs, etc as I work at a small GPS company right now.

If art is your hobby – what is it you do at your “real” job?
Design
How does your job influence your creativity?
For working at my job I need to keep learning skills to complete and always to refresh my designs.
That is a plus for my creativity, isn’t it?
For sure!
Are you a good cook?
No, I am not. But cooking isn’t to hard for me. And I like to cook sometimes.
What is your favorite food?
Any food my mom cooks for me, cause cannot have them any more, missing that so much.
Have you ever found your sexual orientation to be an obstacle/inspiration in daily life? And in your art?
Of course…. But anything all has pros and cons, and in opposing.
So when you get it. That is not a big issue to yourself.
Where do you find the time for your art, in between work and other responsibilities? No, I don’t find the time. Time is anywhere anyhow anyspace. Art is same too. Anyone is creating art in their life anytime.
Finally, do you have any tips, suggestions or advice for people who also want to develop their skills? To be friends with me, haha…
i was scheduled to do a “10 things”-list and some meme today – but something better, more profound transpired:
the last two days have been filled with such beauty, fun and laughter. the “graduation camp” with the kids from my buxiban (CRAM School) was an amazing experience! it’s amazing how alive i feel with them. even after having to sit up all night, comforting my one student who couldn’t sleep – i’m filled with an overwhelming sense of peace.
it is this sense of peace that opened me up to a universe of emotions tonight…
i popped in on facebook to load photos of the weekend – and browsed some of my friends’ latest albums. unexpectedly, i was hit by a wave of longing. a dear friend posted pics of his brother’s (my best male friend) farewell in Cape Town. him and his fiancée are headed for the UK to hack out a new future for themselves. seeing their beautiful, excited faces made me long to be there, in that moment, with them. i’m happy for them, excited about their future – but also sad. sad to see the final chapter of, what i should now call our “old” lives come to an end – even if it is via facebook.
it is no secret that i’ve loved him since the day we met – all of 8 years ago.
i remember it clearly – the moment we met: my new roommate and his friends picked him up at McDonalds, in a tiny, yellow VW CitiGolf. i was sitting relatively comfortably in the back seat – when i looked into the shining doorway of McD’s at an enormous silhouette coming our way. the memory has probably been colored by my mind – but he looked like a warrior emerging from a brilliant light. my first thought was something like: “he’d better never find out i’m gay – he’d beat the living crap out of me!”
i couldn’t have been further removed from the truth. the man who squeezed in next to me turned out to be the first, real shoulder to help carry my “burden”. and quite possibly, he was the one who finally lifted it from my shoulders and showed me that i’ve been carrying a blessing all those years. what was my burden became a source of magic. and through all the trials and tribulations i faced – he was always there to show me where the anchors were. even at the hight of my alcoholic madness – he brought peace. no wonder i love him.
no wonder she loves him.
i’m choked with a heavy sense of loss. this is me being selfish. but i want to own this feeling, these thoughts. i want to learn from them what i should’ve so many times before. i realise that, secretly, i’ve been waiting for him to love me back… romantically. the truth is that he does love me – and has loved me for years – as only true friends can.
i also know that this love – powerful as it is – is not the love we seek in a life partner. he has found his in a wonderful, talented and all ’round beautiful woman – and i know that i’m overjoyed! what is hurting isn’t letting go of him – its letting go of all the failed “relationships” i’ve been in whilst “waiting” for him. the sense of loss is rooted in my own realization that i’ve let so many opportunities slip by – and that i can’t blame this on alcohol. i chose those doomed relationships exactly because they were doomed. i wanted them to be doomed. i wanted to be rescued.
and now i am.
rescued.
it might not read the same way it feels, but writing this has thrown me around like a rag-doll in a tumble-dryer. and writing that last admission released me into the light.
he’s done it again!
oceans apart…
Dankie TP – dat jy nog altyd, weereens en steeds my baken was, is en sal wees. My hart is vanaand vol dankbaarheid – vir jou en vir Chanel. Mag jul liefde ook ‘n lig vir ander wees – en kom kuier gou.
so here’s the deal: in an attempt to get a better blog-rhythm going, i’m trying to set up a kind of “daily schedule”. sticking to it isn’t all that easy – but i plan on improving ;0)
one of my intended weekly installments is “photo blogging”.
so here goes:
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this weekend (before the ninny typhoon), me and Ben – my American colleague – went to LiouCiou (LiuCiu) Island with 6 Taiwanese friends. the fun never stopped ;0)
Enjoy!
Simon (Mathilda’s bo) and Jackson – two very cool dudes!!
random DILF
we laughed more than we talked :0)
me and Heather playing it up again (see what i meant with “brand of humor”?)
my finest hour – before boarding the ferry back home.
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Mob beats up Alzheimer patient for ‘shoplifting’
Alzheimer sufferer James Frederick Brown, 69, found dead in police cell for ‘stealing’ chocolate worth R8,50…
“Kill him, kill him,’ screamed the Shoprite cashiers as the mob carried the frail old man out, with children punching him from below…
Jul 11 2008 Kriel.
Afrikaner Alzheimer sufferer James Frederick Brown, 69, couldn’t even remember whether he’d paid for a bar of chocolate — but he was set upon on Tuesday at the Shoprite supermarket in Kriel by a security guard — and then attacked by a vigilante mob, which was egged on by screaming cashiers yelling ‘kill him, kill him”, while they were carrying the sick old man out of the shop, punching and kicking him.
Mob carried him out while kids were beating him up:
An elderly eye-witness — too terrified to provide a name — described how a large mob had dragged the sick old man out of the shop – ‘children were even beating up on him from below’.
* “It was horrid. Even the cashiers added to the hysteria by screaming that the old man had to be killed if he wants to steal chocolates.’
Brown’s daughter Rose-Marie Steyn said the old man had wandered from their home at around 12:30 from their home in Springbok Avenue, something he did often. “Everybody in our neighborhood knew of his confusion caused by his Alzheimer’s. We started worrying when he didn’t come home at around 13:30,’ she said.
Police held him at gunpoint in a dark cell:
A hairstylist working nearby then phoned her husband Willie to let them know that the old man had been arrested for theft.
* “We spent all afternoon at the police station trying to see him but the police refused, claiming he was ‘aggressive’ and should rather sleep.’
* “We told the police that he is an Alzheimer’s sufferer but they refused to listen,’ said his wife Rosa Brown. “A policeman even told me that he was keeping his gun on him because James was so wild.’ They insisted that he be kept in the cells until 18:00.
“When we finally went to fetch him Willie went along to calm my dad down,’ said Mrs Steyn. The horrified family found the old man lying on his back on the floor of the dark cell, in a large puddle of blood. The police on the scene claimed he ‘d probably ‘fallen in the cell and hit his head’.
Local doctor Leon Pelser immediately was called in to examine Mr Brown in the cell with family present.
* Dr Pelser said: ‘it was so dark that I had to ask a policeman to turn on his flash light so that I could try and revive Mr Brown. Under these most horrid circumstances I opened up his airways with a pipe and massaged his heart, but to no avail. I entered the cause of death as ‘unnatural’.
* “I examined him very thoroughly because I knew there will be an inquest.’
Police superintendent Abie Khoabane claimed in his comments to Beeld newspaper that Brown ‘already had blood on his face and his clothes when the (shop’s) security guards handed him over to the police.’ He wasn’t there at the time – he ‘s just the police spokesman for the province.
Dr Pelser said he’d found wounds to the old man’s right-eye, his nose and chin, and a large hole in the back of his skull. How he came to get these wounds will have to be established by an inquest.
Beeld cited Mrs Sonto Mlotshwa, the manager of Kriel Shoprite – claiming that the old man had been “arrested for theft”.
* She didn’t know a thing about the way he was assaulted by the mob during this ‘arrest’ although she must have been present, and the security guards wouldn’t say a word either.
* And Shoprite‘s management are also stonewalling: they were unable to comment as to how a confused old man with Alzheimer’s ended up being arrested and assaulted by a howling mob of shoppers, being encouraged to ‘kill him’ by screaming tellers – just because he couldn’t remember whether he’d paid for a R8,50 bar of chocolate or not.
Brown’s family are besides themselves with anger. “How can they do this to an old, sick man? He didn’t deserve this. His illness made him difficult at times, but he probably just forgot to pay,’ his daughter wept.
PS: Shoprite’s management added that they use “outside contractors” to provide security… Of course that makes it all better.
In Radiohead’s new video ‘House of Cards’, there were no cameras on set. Instead, two scanning technologies were used to capture 3D images. Geometric Informatics scanning systems produced structured light to capture 3D images at close proximity, while a Velodyne LIDAR system that uses multiple lasers was used to capture large environments such as landscapes. In the video, 64 lasers rotating and shooting in a 360 degree radius 900 times per minute produced all the exterior scenes. Watch the making-of video to learn about how the video was made and the various technologies that were used to capture and render 3D data. Google has more.
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