a calling or a bluff?

as some of you may know (twitter), I received a mail from the Lesbian and Gay Equality Project in SA. they’ve undergone some major revamping – and my old position has been modified and opened up for applications…

could this be a second chance to do things right? or a second chance to kick myself in the teeth…

I believe very strongly that the Lord works in mysterious ways. in fact – that’s how I came to Taiwan! is He calling me back to finish the job I ran away from 6 years ago?

or am I making too much of this?

LGBTI rights and equality are very dear to me – and I do want to help heal the world… but part of me is holding back.

been there, done that, got burnt to a crisp. reason dictates that I stay as far away as possible.

then again – I’ve grown and healed so much since then. is this not an extention of my purpose? to teach, nurture and protect?

I spoke to Peter about this last night. there is a lot to consider – and pray over.

any thoughts?

PS: this song played on my iPod right after i pressed “send” on ShoZu

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